pain

Void.

Reluctance.

Afraid.

Excruciating.

Throbbing.

Breaking.

Abyss.

Pieces.

Empty.

Reprieve me.

Pain.

Console me.

LUNA

She wonders about stars so little

And the moon so alone

And at daytime she looked again

Then, right then she sees no more

She sings, and oh she smiles

She cuddles her breath

And wave, and sigh

The flowers she weave

In the tears she keep… slowly…gently…died

There, oh the moon, it speaks to her

Like a father gently dying at ease

Look! Its face tremble and grieve

Because she, she lost forever..And gone

Her identity she locks in peace

There, the smiles mock the fear

There, the calmness takes the tear

Her sanity…she left in abyss

Goodbye oh moon, her only friend

The serenity of dusk will set you free

Above! There in heaven, she will be

Cuddling the dawn, seek another she…very soon.

For a Friend I’ve Never Met and Will Never Have

I was a child
with a broken toy
I had no playmate to catch the ball
I hid the scar from the morning rush
I carried the pain until my cherished dawn

I struggled…everyday…
every hour of my every second
I wanted to hide
I wanted to cry
I prayed and summon
Free me from this dejection
Cover my frustration
Take me out of my depression.
I pray for peace…
Please. Take me.

I left the realm of confusion
I besiege the darkness of my world
I swallowed her tear and his pain
I caught my breath for one last second
Now… I’m at peace. Eternally.

broken wings

Being an angel in another person’s life is never easy. You may even find yourself giving up your dear wings for that someone…only to find out that without your wings-you’ll be defenseless to the pure hell of pain love can bring…

BROKEN WINGS

From a corner…

You should have seen me wanting you

You should have seen me missing you

You should have seen me adoring you

You should have seen me hurting

…from loving you

How could you tell me that I was the one?

How could you let your lies haunt me like this?

How could you make me feel loved when in fact I am not?

How could you just break my heart like that?

No matter how much I bring up the lost feeling

No matter how I try to regain the memories within

I still couldn’t count the times I failed to erase you from my being

I just can’t believe I am the fool again

I just can’t believe that I failed again

I thought I was your only angel

That my wings were enough to make you happy

I thought I was the only girl in your dreams

But then again, you left me hanging

You deceive me a hundred times

I forgave you a thousand

You left me just once

I welcomed you twice

After a year and two, you came back with the same smile

You act like the way you used to

You look at me like the first time I saw you

You hope to be forgiven because you were a fool

Now hear me say this one more time

Time has passed and so were my wings

I let them flutter in your direction and in your dreams

But you let them be broken for nothing

Time has been the umpire

Tears have been the jury

Happiness is now with me

Regret will forever be your ally

From a corner…

You should have seen me wanting you

You should have seen me missing you

You should have seen me adoring you

You should have seen me hurting

…from loving you

te amo

I studied Spanish at UP back then as an extramural course. After finishing the course, we were given a certificate which was acknowledge and acredited by the Emabssy of Spain..so anytime I want to go to Spain to work/study, the access will be a loteasier...

now, here's one of the most eternal spanish love poem of which I knew by heart.. This was written in verse by my idol, Pablo Neruda..


Amar alquien no es crimen
Tienes que buscar al fondo
De tu Corazon par aver,
Tu alegria, tu tristeza
Y tu recuerdos
De amor, no hay huida
El amor encontrarte
Adondequiera que ir.

here's the translation..

To love someone, is not a crime
You have to look inside
The depths of your heart
To see tyour happiness,
Your sadness, and your memories

Of love, there is no escape
Love will find you
Wherever you will go

I made this poem way back in 2003.. My original plan was to put some music to it. But i opted to plan B. I want it to retain as a poem, not a song..

Fortress

The day will now end
Without something to hold on
No sign of the air you breathe
Nor a trace of your smile
The day shall end with a heavy anguish of my heart

For you never see my light
Shining down your way
Unsure of what to say
Every time I will pray

Must I end this love for you
Or have this feeling to continue
You never showed me your way
The absence of my love…
That’s what you pray

I tried to forget the mark that you left
It’s hard to continue the war that you’ve started
The fortress I once have now faded
Deliverance, that’s what you wanted

The fortress I once have now faded
Deliverance, that’s what you wanted

Gratitude

para pasalamatan ang mga dormates kong soooobrang thoughtful, ginawan ko sila ng poem..ginawa ko to nung sinurprise nila ako for my debut...at pinost ko sa pinto ng kwarto nmin.,.sa ganitong paraan, gusto kong madama nila na naging masaya ako sa simpleng regalo nila sa akin..



Gratitude

Thank You …
For the times I almost forgot to be sad
Because you told me
“God will cheer you up,
his love is the best you’ll ever had”
Thank you…
For making me accept the things I can’t
Because you told me
“Accept your failures
Not all things are meant”

Thank You…
For making me happy in times I’d rather die
Because you told me
“Life is like that
Cheer up and never give up”

Thank you…
For counting me worthy of this endless friendship
Because you told me
“Open your eyes and see
This friendship of ours is forever endless”


i miss you guys, dont worry..magkakaroon tayo ng bonggang-bonggang reunion..haha! mwah

BREVITY

i wrote this poem way back in 2007.

I had my simple moments with my mom and brothers before i wrote this poem..i then realize that Life, after all, is simply a treasure, especially if you spend it with your

precious ones..

Her soul laughs simple worries and cries tearful joys;
Knew no boundaries in weaving unspoken dreams
Sees forever by just playing her game
Life’s wholeness was simply perfect; nothing will be destroyed

She took no rain when her feet were wandering
Faith was what she had; she was simply trusting
Little did she know she was to kiss eternity goodbye?
Without seeing the cherished dawn, not even the sky

In her placid dream, she tasted the bitter tears
She longed for infinite solitude beyond her sanity
Not all shade in her track appears to be clear
Yet she cherished life, its weakness, and its brevity.